» Saturday, January 01, 2005
happy new year everyone! it's 2005. i hope the death toll doesn't continue to rise. sigh. damn saddening. i donated cash! i wanna donate clothes too. hmm..
anyway. went for the countdown thing at downtown east with ah soong. met up with the many many ppl there. the music SUCKED. bloody techno balls. only 2 r&b songs. basket. so we wenta play pool. while jill was left devastated. haha. sorry ah darling. hahahaha. and then...then ya. played all the way til 215 or something like that. and went home. and got bored. and slept at 4am. boring. oh well.
uncle allen's house for lunch today. pretty boring la. got pissed off. somehow i always get pissed off at de souza gatherings. it's either my brother or my father. it HAS to be one of them. sad life. and it's the new year. sigh sigh. well at least nothing bad has happened so far. i mean, apart from that lil thing jill did. -sneers- goondu. oh ya godpa's house after that. got super duper bored. was on the phone the whole time. and now i'm home. bored. again. what a new year.
» Friday, December 31, 2004
so...today's the last day of 2004. what a horrible year it has been. really. well time to put it all behind and look forward to 2005. hope it'll be better.
anyway. i'm finally back from sentosa. i want to live there. the beach is fantastic. even though it's fake. but still? it's so clean. it's so peaceful. it's so amazing. and i absolutely love the dolphins. i want to be a dolphin trainer next time. and even if i can't be one at the dolphin lagoon, i won't mind being the emcee. cos the current one sucks like shit. GERS and boys. my goodness. and to think that tourists are all there listening to how she speaks. embarrassing!!!! ok yes so. i didn't really miss my computer when i was there. how surprising. played lotsa pool (yes i finally learned!), went kayaking, cycling, chased the singapore idols (hah!), whatever. i looooooooooove sentosa. and i love rasa sentosa hotel. the room was WOAHHH. haha. you can jump from the tub and onto your bed. haha. took a whole loada pics. will upload it soon. i think sentosa is the only thing about singapore that i love. i wanna go back there. rahhhhh.
ok back to earth sa. back to earth. then tanya came over yesterday before the movie at great world city. she bought me a bikini! haha. time to go work out and get rid of that tummy. oh ya she bought underwear too. damn funny sia. she and her stupid daisies. thank god there weren't any. and ya so. the movie. christmas with the kranks. not a very funny show. kinda like, lame. but touching. but xmas is over? haha whatever la. k then. enough said for now. i wanna go for the countdown tonight.....rah. oh yes, chris is a very nice person. and darn cute. haha. -grin-
» Monday, December 27, 2004
fuck sia i have no idea what's my mother's friggin problem. i'm going to sentosa tmr and i'll be staying over there. so obviously i have to discuss what to bring with my friends right?! like what the bloody hell. ok nvm. so i put down the phone and i go have my bath. i come out, i go online. i'm happily doing my own thing. timothy calls me to talk to me for a while and she comes into the room and starts yelling at me. like what the fuck?! i mean, ok yes i know i use the phone for quite long sometimes. but i have breaks you know?! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i am so damn annoyed. i feel like locking myself in my room up forever so no one will ever disturb me again. no one from my family that is. so damn bitchingly (if there's such a word) annoyed with my mum. earlier on she also started her crap on my bro. AND IT'S FREAKING HELL THE DAMN POST-XMAS SEASON. i shld have just let her go on the other day on xmas eve. sickening. i'm so annoyed now. so damn fucking annoyed. OH! did i add in? she had to comment about me becoming like my brother. OF ALL THINGS. fuck i'm so not gonna become like my brother ok. i'm not gonna be that pathetic. and yes call me cocky now, but i AM smarter than my brother.
